I've shed many a tear over the years, especially when there are special days, when we wish you were here with us to celebrate ... sibling birthdays, Christmases, holidays .... but you have been in my thoughts more so recently ...

Your younger sister Kori is engaged to be married and your baby sister Finnlay is soon to be a mum to her own little bundle of joy!  Makes me think of what you would be doing now as a 27 year old grown woman; maybe you would be married or have babies of your own.  What would your new life in New Zealand with us all have been like.  So many unanswered questions that I can only imagine the answers too. 

I came across this memorial site just recently and thought that this would be one way of connecting with you and writing down my feelings; that I would usually just tell you in my thoughts.  I like to think that you are up there somewhere, watching down on us all, as our little Guardian Angel. 

Yesterday was also your Auntie Limara's birthday.  I hope you, Auntie Limara, Great Nanna and Great Grandad are all looking after each other.  We miss you all terribly.  The years go by so fast but you will always be part of us and will never be forgotten.

Until next time, sleep tight baby girl xxx